Wish God was a mathematician!!! I always wish this. I mean look at all the optimal decisions that well written algorithms could make these days and then you look back at life and keep wondering that the biggest problem of human existence are sub-optimal decisions we make each day of life. How easy it could all have been if our neurons were programmed to make optimal decisions. I remember reading somewhere that if God created everything then did God create evil too and if he did then He represents both good and evil. And if we say that God & Devil coexisted then God was a bad engineer that he left bugs in human brains which allows him to get influenced by evil. Anyways, not all bad decisions are evil but I am fairly convinced that Scientists can’t answer all the mysteries of life because they just can’t think like the Creator. Because if He was a man of science, life would have been far more predictable and orderly.

God is also not learning with times because otherwise he would have long discontinued ancient practice of fitting each man with grey cells, instead why not just set up a call centre 1800-HELP-GOD which you could call if you need to do thinking about some important issue. Most of our daily actions really don’t need lotta grey matter and looking at all the terrorism, violence, scheming etc. in this world we could anyway be better off without the thinkers.

Sometimes you know that while you may be on the driving seat but it’s not you who is steering where you life would go. Roads chose themselves, turns get made and you sit there helplessly holding on to steering wheel, knowing pretty well that if you lose the way you would be blamed but can you help it? You could stamp your foot on the brake and life may come to a halt for a while but once you start again – life gets back to auto-pilot mode. And it become worse after a while when life hands back the steering to you - By now you are already lost with no map, no GPS so you continue to follow the road, keep making turns that you know nothing about and deep in your heart you know that probably you are lost for good. And in such moments all you could do is to close your eyes and dream of being back on a familiar road, you feel the elation in that split second but then you open your eyes and unfamiliarity surrounds you again, it scares you and make you press your foot harder on the pedal as you want to run away from it but that only speeds you into greater darkness and deep into road which you wanted to run away from.